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it was the day before my bday...

while i was in the office, i was really thinking that instead of announcing my bday, i would rather keep silent about it and see if what would be the result of my planned "silent bday".

yep...i told no one. i didnt even tell my mom how excited i am to celebrate my bday. i would like to face that day as a normal day lang. yung tipong wala lang. normal lang ang araw nato.reding redi naman ako plano ko kasi ilang bdays na rin na bongga at masigabong ang celebration ko. yung tipong hindi ko makakalimutan. pero dahil akoy malayo sa aking mga minamahal (naks), minabuti ko na lang na hindi magcecebrate and instead, thank you Lord at dasal. yun na yun. ok na ako dun...

but no! that didnt happen. ang aking plano ay hindi nagwagi. kahit na silencio ang tema ng bday ko, hindi pa rin nangyari yun. siempre, hindi na bago ang greetings ni mama at papa sa kin at ang mga kapatid ko. eto rin ang mga factors kung bakit hind ako nagtagumpay on my mission to have a wonderful "silent bday":

1. dahil sa friendster
*hai... i never thought that friendster can be just so accurate and constant in telling my 'friends' that on the 15th is my bday. so, i have no choice...let it be. besides, i thought that they will not even mind looking at the reminders because they are too excited to see their profiles or if they have new testimonials etc.

2. dahil sa announcements
*dito sa ofis, d ko namang akalain na malalagay ang pangalan ko sa mga taong magcecelbrate ng kanilang kabuwanan este kapanganakan. ayun, nakapaskil talaga ang feb 15!! my gosh! and some of the office folks doesnt even know me. then why the heck will they place my name their on the bday list? kaya ayun...hindi ako nakatakas. the schools division (the division where am at sa office) greeted me a loud happy bday. ankulit. hai...another failure sa objective ko

3. sa mga taong nagmamahal at nakaalala.
* i was so shocked to know that my friends, old and new texted me and greeted me a happy bday. i was so touched sa kanila kasi, yung mga taong hindi mo ineexpect na mag ggrtit sa u ang bumati sa iyo at yung mga tao naman na your expecting to greet u wasnt able to do that. oh well, ok lang yun. im done with the immaturity thingy nung high school pa... (well, a little bit nung college) parang nakakaiyak talagang isipin na these people na hindi ko naman binibigyan ng full attention ko were the ones who in one way or the other, made my bday so special.even if its in text, loud pa rin kasi maraming exclamation point yung pag greet nila eh. hhaha!


nope...wlang celebration...nope....walang food....nope....wlang treat2x...

but nonetheless, i consider this as one of the 'bestest bday' kasi, i was really ready na people will not greet me because i didnt announce my bday sa kanila. and to my shock, they did remember my special day even if wasnt obvious na malapit na ang bday ko. yun talaga ang nakakatouch. at so far, this is the pinakaraming-greeting-bday ko! as in.

kaya, i am grateful, to the Lord for giving me this day to celebrate my bday and giving me another year to live. thanx din pala mga folks for greeting me! from my closest friends to my new found friends. grabe kayo. u definitely make me special (febrarian kasi)

hanngang thank you lang pala ito kasi wala akong perang pan treat! hahaha!!!! next bday naman ha!!

p.s. 22 and still tambok. hahah!!!!

everytime i go to the office, i have two different means of transportation. one is the bus from muntinlupa going to magallanes and then ride the fastest train in the Philippines (uhhh... guys, correct me if im wrong...hehe), the METRO RAIL TRANSIT or the mrt. I'm riding this because it can actually give me only 20 minutes of traveling time whereas to ride the bus up to ortigas which can actually take me a day to reach that (and a night shift at that ha...)

at dahil sa mrt na yan, marami rami na ring isturya ang aking nakalap doon at naranasan. eto ang mga experiences ko:

1. when i was a "first rider" ng train na yun, i was so "probinsiano" kasi when i got hold of my ticket, i tried flip flopping it sa ini insert ng ticket. and u know what happened, yung mga tao sa likod ko ay mistulang nag change ng image at naging monster na parang kakainin ako dahil sobrang tagal2x ko sa insert ticket machine na yun. hai..... too bad..

2. siksikan....i was so geared up to go to the office. i was so refreshed.nakaligo ng maayos ( take note...maayos) at sobrang ayos na ayos ( which i havent been doing in the past years). but the moment when i stepped inside the train, wow! i smell the unwanted! the worst power ever to put on man---kili kili power! ilok in ilonggo! my gawd! i endured the unwanted smell for 20 mins and poof---i became koko crunch. yung chura na coco crunch na kulubot. yun yun. my clothes were all messed up,yung perfume na nilagay ko nawala, at ako'y naging taong napatungan ng kili kili power. buti na lang kamo at may jacket ako at aircon ang office. which by the way, made me so aloof to my officemates at that time. grrrr....

3. ibang kaba pag nakasakay na.... eheh! tumpak. you know, the confined space and all. aircon lang, walang labasan. all locked blah blah. nung nakasanayan ko ng sumakay ng mrt, i didnt think of those uncontrollable situations. pero there was really a time na nung sumasakay ako, the lights turned off, the aircon also at for a moment there, natigil ang mrt. naku...i ignored the feeling kasi nung nasi isip ko, late na ako (hehe.talk about puntuality) but when i stepped out of the train. parang napatigil ako at napaisip--- what if may nangyaring masama? *knock on the wood* (dont ask...its an old belief) what if mag change rails at mapupunta kami sa kung saan lugar....argghh... which made me think na hindi na muna ako mag ttrain for how many days. at nangyari yun dahil kinabahan talaga ako.

yun lang muna yung ma ishishare ko. hehehe. masyado ng mahaba eh. di ko to kaya. i only write short.

P.S. ikaw? anong MRT story mo?

arrgghh!!! i can't contain it! sobra! kelangang may sasabihan ako!!! My Gash! sa blog lang ako puede makapautwas!!! ill wait for it. kelangan sabihin muna bago ako magcelebrate. ahay Lord!! ginakulbaan ko at the same time, excited ba! as in gid! waaahhh!!!! i can't contain it!!! pls pls...indi na pagpalawiga ang antos ko!!! i need the confirmation!!

hai.... Lord, salamat in advance. whether its true or not, thank you gid!