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Interesting piece of information...
"There was a study done where a control group of 100 people were divided into two.

50 people watched a very funny, tears-of laughter type movie.
50 watched a very sad and tears of compassion type movie.

At the end of the sessions researchers collected the "happy tears" and the "sad tears" with eye droppers.

They found that "happy tears" are made up of brine...salt water and not a great deal else.

However the "sad tears" were found to contain the very same chemicals and enzymes that are found in tumours, ulcers and other such lumps and bumps and sicknesses through out the body.
This test concluded that the body, when crying in sadness etc is literally flushing out all of the toxic-chemicals that accumulate and are a part of the sadness /heart ache experience.

Therefore if one holds back those tears, those toxic-waters will find somewhere else to deposit themselves.....and prolonged lack-of-crying-release will guarantee that the body will accumulate a huge amount of internal pollution and toxicity that should have been released through the tears........is it any wonder that the eyes sting so much when we hold back our tears?"

i hate it when im misunderstood by people. especially those people that you would think would be different from anyone else.

P.S. nope... there was no special treatment... this is me. this is just me. i have my own way of the term "special treatment"... and i still havent done that for so so so many years. solb?

got only 5 mins left before the endshift. hai salamat. i managed to overcome the stress na naman. hehe. well, not sa work. petiks kasi kami eh. thats why i dont believe dito sa mga officemate ko na panay sabi na pressured sila? uhh... u ok guys? itapat ko kaya kayo sa call center? yung account ng mga dell, credit cards etc. para at least masabi niyo kung gaanu ka simple ang ating trabaho dito. kakairita makinig sa mga kasinungalingan na yan. alam nio bang kayo lang ang gumagawa ng mga ganun? pressured pressured..hectic hectic. TIGILAN NIO NGA AKO! naiirita ako sa inyo.

naf of that. baka mabasa nila ito eh. ahh ewan. wala akong pakialam sa inyo. may buhay buhay tayo. pero i oobserb ko lang yun kasi ANG FEFEELING NIO. koks? dba folks? kung alam niong ganun ka petiks ang work natin, wag na nating gawing komplicado. sus. binigay na nga sa atin ang simpleng trabaho...tsk tsk tsk.

neway, na alala ko lang to eh.

yung big leaf ko pala...(leap) hehe. assistant conductor na ko sa church namin at im beginning to compose myself na. its a big leap na para sa akin. ok na ako dun. at least, i have friends na always there for me ang drama. thanx guys for boosting me up (again)

sia tapos na to.

ps. blog ito...

sales...

i am actually enjoying my work here. its a sales company. we are actually selling video programs and other formats that are being used for trainings for the different schools in the US. and since its sales, it has quota.

performance wise, i am on the right track. i seem to hit if not close to my sales goal every month. at least, i can prove to everyone that i can be effective in sales (yeah right...as if you are not a marketing grad.)

but now, meron dn pala siang consequences. na credit ako and im suffering from it. akala ko pa naman eh magiging goalie na ako this month pero hindi pa pala kasi sa credit na ginwa ko. oh well, back to the pressure. kelangan i pressure ang work para makaka goal. hmmmm sino kaya o ano kaya ang makaka motivate sa akin? na para tuloy2x na ang aking tagumpay sa sales?hahaha!!! sia sia. ialay na lang natin ang lahat sa Itaas (sabay tingin sa bubong)

yes...im about to come...to come.... to comeback HOME (wholesome ito)

the shadow of loneliness is hovering everywhere in this city of pollution and big population. and i thought that i am happy here because of the word INDEPENDENCE but no!no!no!

thats why i wanna come...come...yeah---to my hometown that is. truly, city of smile nga yun. hindi ako malolonely dun.

but in fairness,kakayanin ko to. for my dreams, my ambitions...

(probinsiano ito)