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i have this unusual hobby...




my monita last Christmas just bought me these and I loved it all!

i just love having colorul neon socks! its cool!

Idol talaga ang mga yun!

well, baka na rin sa prinsipyo ko na instead of buying expensive socks, why not buy cheap ones para maka rami! hehehe. astig! tig P10 lang yan ang isa! take note! the best!


neon socks...just loved it!

Now i know being a graduate is not easy. yeah, youve escaped already the torture when it comes to homeworks, quizzes, blah blah blah. but definitely, if you are already in the corporate world, you can not escape reality. parang application na lahat on what youve learned for all those years of hardships in school.

and now that its high time for me to work, andito naman yung malaking dilemma ko.

i still dont want to leave my choir,my group...my music. WAAAHH!!!

i am thinking that if i am able to work in manila, chances are that i will not be able to sing again nor join any musical groups. its very hard for me to be that way. that i am living without music...i cant. thats why i always tell my mom that i should be in a choir or just even sing so that my musicality will not die.

hai...thats what im afraid of.. if i will focus more on work, for sure, ill lose my music. but, work is really a need. i also have to support my parents. panukli ko man lang sa kanilang hardwork.

i just hope na sana ay maka work ako at maka choir din para at least, i can have both passion and also the need to support my parents.

well well well...

This is it. i am now flying to manila tomorrow.

sometimes, a sudden decision can really be effective compared to a planned decision.

This is something sudden.
Weeks and weeks that I am planning to go back to manila for work. but all of those plans seemd to be in vain. di natuloy eh...but when a company told me to have an interview and when i felt that it was also the time for me to go back there and help my family, then the light bulb appeared on my head then told me to go back to manila.

anyways, i dont wanna cry. but im aching inside! waaah!! you know what i'll be missing here in bacolod? these are the lists:

1.Computer
2.Internet (broadband at that!)
3.my junk room
4.The USLS Chorale
5.Chorus alumnus
6.Mong2x, Gbert,nini,aldwin,ng mic2x,ng kristy, and the rest na close ko sa mga alumni
7.my long sleep hours
8.the ever less less traffic!
9.the cheap cheap food and delicious food
10. my bestfriend alex
11.my mama who can be so patient with me and with the abnormalities that im doing.
12.my papa whose silence has been meaningful
13. my manghod who is now a call center agent! (ang slang dai ha!)
14. my lola dear who has been a coluratura since birth!
15. my baby girl who had a fever and i became a doctor to her.


Those are the things i will be missing.


hai...don't want to continue this... it gives me the headaches. baka mag flip pa yung decision ko! hahah!

yep...its time for me to move on. time to help my family.

Dear friendly folks in manila, i'll see you there!muah muah!

face the fact...
are a graduate and needs to have work
face the fact...
you would want to be on your own---so face the consequence
face the fact...
you still have your sickness.so take care of your health
face the fact...
you will never ever play arcade games for the rest of your life
face the fact...
you are too ambitious
face the fact...
with great power comes great responsibility (san galing yun?)
face the fact...
you are doing this for a good purpose.
face the fact...
you are here in manila to start a new life
face the fact...
you cannot always rely on the decision of your parents.

face those facts Jenmai! you are a grown up already! act like one!