November 2nd, 2005
LCDC2k5
being back in His Loving Arms...
its been a long time since i haven't had any conversations with HIM.
its been a long time since i haven't had any moments with HIM.
for a moment in my life, i had a feeling that i no longer need HIM. He is just someone who will spoil my fun, destroy my plans, tell me things that i should do and blah blah blah. i was only there talking to HIM because i badly need HIM and for sure that's no sincerity... But His stubborn love just couldn't let me go. He wants me---He cares for me---He LOVES me...
and i know it was His plan of allowing me to attend a camp. there, He changed me, molded me, and added color to my life. i thought i already had everything. i thought i can do it all by myself. but HE let me kneel in HIS Presence and told me that it was HIM all along.
it was a slap on my face. I knew it was HIM but i was just so hard headed and apathetic...
I cried...I reflected...I felt love...it Was His LOVE...
THanks to YOU... Life still rocks!
*a testimony from a counselor of ICVF LCDC2k5*