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this is it! my first online journal in tabulas! try lang muna to ha!http://www.tabulas.com/users.php?action=validate&user=25895&id=cCEsDf

hi! im jenmai and im kinda finding a certain journal for my day to day experiences... so here, i decided to follow my friend's footsteps! hehehehe

when i woke up, it was different feeling! it was a feeling of irritation!the moment i yawned, it was the moment when my dad opened his mouth and gave me a "warm welcome" na galit! its about my celfone.. hehehe. amidst the nice weather of today, nagising pa rin ako kasi may work ako sa church namon. its cold in bacolod and its nice to sleep but still there are responsibilities that i must do. being a grade 3 teacher sure has its pain in the neck. when i was in our center already, i was so blessed because the was no class! but yet, paperworks bugged me. check attendance here and there and the difficult part was the interview. buti na lang! mahaba yung patience ko!(naks). after that, kadto naman sa lasalle chorale kay may ara kami sang shooting for the birthday bash. then practice praise and worship after.

but sometimes, i just make myself busy so that i can forget the problems that are troubling me now. its my strategy... but i never forget that this are tests of life... therefore, sarangan ko ni!

sometimes we feel so occupied with other things but sometimes we tend to forget the simple yet important things to do. being a Christian, especially the leader has its major responsibilities in church that sometimes, gaka left out na lang ang mga basic responsibilities naton. for example, because you are always outside and doing your tasks in church, gina pabay an mo na ang imo nga responsibilites sa balay like doing household chores, cooking food for the family, and most of all, spending quality time with your parents. hai... this is what im feeling right now. pero gin dukol gid ko ni Lord about it na Christians should be wholistic. we should learn to do work and divide our time wisely because it is also a form of worship to God. and sometimes, it could be cause for people to stumble kung imbalance ang imo nga time and responsibilities. hai...

hai...woke up at the wrong side of the bed again.

why are there times in your life that you feel like you are being left alone by everyone especially for those whom you love? the feeling is very sad and as if you are carrying all the burdens of all people in this world.its as if your the over all empath of the world!grrr! and the hardest thing is, even though you are trying to avoid this feeling, you just couldnt get it in your thoughts. this is like a glue ---a super glue that is pasted in you head! haii...then again you are trying to make things better but still people around is not even trying to help you and sometimes, they make things worst. thats for some. but still, they are these people who helps and who knows that you need help! let us never turn them down! they are the ones that we are always hanging on in times of this economic crisis(????)heheheh! im not making sense but i love not to make sense so that i could just forget all of this! :D